All my life, I have had only one goal, to feel happy all the time. I never really struggled to stay happy but I had set a tough standard for myself, which was that I wouldn’t tolerate unhappiness and dissatisfaction lasting even for an hour.
What is it that you desire? Is it abundance of wealth? Is it getting fame? Is it great health? Is it great quality relationships? Is it creating a positive difference in this world? Or is it more spiritual enlightenment and connection with the cosmos?
Humans are creatures of habit, however, you feel generally, however you act generally; you act because your present system is addicted to those exact acts and feelings.
Imagine having a precise map of the universe and a transport vehicle with infinite firepower and fuel, where would you go? Fortunately, we all have such a map and vehicle but ironically we all make two common mistakes which cause the widespread suffering around the world.